When you have a lack of kindness in your life, when you get it only ones or for a minute , even a smile, it’s like a feeling no one can explain to you if you haven’t had the absence of it.

When you have been through the most horrible, dark, abusive, lonely times the most of your life, and you had to go through them alone, it’s a hard road to walk, its torture, but when you can survive that, you have a purpose in life. You are not a victim anymore, you are a survivor and you can be a hero to others. Believing in yourself is difficult when you don’t have others cheering you on, telling you haw amazing you are, you tell yourself that.  You get your own motivation, through people you don’t know, but you see them on television and they inspire you. Why? Because they have been there and you can relate to their story. You can get inspired by what they have become because they are strong just like you, you survived and you are an inspiration.

I have learned that it’s okay to cry, it shows how strong you are.

I have realised that its okay to love deeply and the right people will appreciate your realness, your intenseness will be magical and inspiring. I have realised myself worth, even when it left me a little lonely. Bad people left my life one by one after that and it’s a good thing I will only allow good in my life.