I don’t know why, but i can see past this, past everything that happend. I see us making out around the corner at your parents house, i see us walking down the street while it started raining, and you grabbed me and we danced. I see us exploring the fallen tree in the park.

Bike rides and the closeness of your body against mine, i felt so free and alive, i miss us before we had a home, when we had to fight for every moment together, the nights, the long nights together talking, i know we have changed, I remember you always saying ” i wish you could feel what i feel for you, i wish you could truly understand how much i love you”

I miss my best friend, i miss us, i miss playing with your hair, and falling asleep to the beat of your heart, i miss you. I see us still, i wish you could to, i wish i could make it magically, but i can’t.

I remember our getaways to the guest house i see you so clearly in front of me, watching me. I miss you that about you the way you look at me, the way your words can make me feel safe.

I wish i could change your way of thinking about everything, thinking that the situation is amendable, but how can i, i see it as a learning curve a hard lesson, i have been there, how can you grow if you can’t see the good that will come out of it, i wish i could make your way of thinking like mine now, and make you realize that all this is just too

good to give up on. But i see us and i miss us, but i can’t make you see it, if you are not willing to.

We love passionately and we fight passionately, we are the best of friends. i miss your candle light baths and the way you can make me smile even when i cry. I love you and you are my best friend, i wish you could think like i am thinking, but i say to you to stay safe and to love me still, because before i met you i talked to the moon every night, and i would look up and i would stare at that one star and wish.