State of mind

Right now in this space of my bath, cuddling inbetween the bubbles, all sound that is, is the bubbles popping in my ears.

In the now, with my state of mind I than wish I could feel like this everyday.
No sadness, no longing, no other emotion, only the feeling of content that I am feeling right now.

All I think about is nothing and I don’t even ponder about the last couple of months, weeks or days, I only think of nothing or maybe I might feel a little excitement about the near future

As my mind shifts and I start to think about you, I no longer feel lonely or sad, I don’t even miss what we had anymore, I thank you for setting me free.
You didn’t know it, but you had me on a string, never knowing where I stood, I feel free of the confusion and the longing, I can let go and move on.

I think now back at what you put me through, the heartache, the loneliness, the rejection the up and down emotions, I still feel content and I feel that I am finally complete to be who I am ment to be, even when I thought that who I am without you and if I can ever be the same without you?
I feel I am better without you, I deserve to be happy and am who I am ment to be, without you.

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