Time heals, that is what came out of my mouth to myself i whispered
but when you are broken and when your day feels like a battlefield of emotions, i definitely and you will not want to listen to some smartass telling you that time heals…
If only we could live in the moment and feel the pain, instead of trying to manipulate and mold the situation in the attempt to try and get back what ones was, we are so desperate to feel better and to get back what we have lost that we make terrible dissen, sions and we create more troubles, if only we could just realize that time does heal, we would be okay, but who do you think you are telling me that – this to shall pass and that time heals all, who do you think you are saying this to me when all you feel is lost and desperate to feel happy again, to get back what ones was.
But its true if you want to believe it or not, and it terribly hard, its hard to feel like your world is falling apart and everything is not right.
i feel it, i know it, i understand, and i have to say even when you feel like hitting someone in the face, time does heal, and this to shall pass, but sometimes it just take so long and seems like forever.
But its been so long and still i wish for you, the man i fell in love with the man i loved, but even when i see you ones in a wile, even when i still long for you, you are not the same, sometimes just for a second or two i can see it, the real you, then you fight at it and you go back to being someone i don’t know, someone i don’t like, i tell you this, i will say that i wish you could be that man again even just for tonight, then when i am lucky you show me him, the real you.
i wish i can just move on, but its hard, its so hard, i don’t know what it is and i don’
t understand it, i don’t even know where its going and if its even going, but at leased i am okay i get though my day with ease, its better now, but i don;t know and i don;t understand my feelings and for ones i am not going to over think it, i am just going to let it play out.7
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