I wish I could, and then I would explain how deeply I can feel, the feeling of skin on skin or arms wrapped around me, but for sure I feel deeply and love endlessly for the right kind of people. I can feel so intensely that it can be torture sometimes, how do you explain or make someone see, what I see in them. I wanted to stay in your arms last night, even when we don’t know each other for long, I felt safe. I felt like no one can hurt me when I am with you. I wish I could stay and I wish I could be home. The cells in my body played in every vain under my skin, they explored the hidden treasures that your body was revealing. I feel…, oh boy if only I could make you feel the way I do.

I couldn’t help but to stare, and I didn’t even have thoughts. I just enjoyed what I saw and the spirit you keep inside. I felt safe. Can I stay there for just a little longer was all I could whisper silently to myself. While I was exploring your face, your eyes, your smile, your perfect sense of goodness and kindness that you are. This is not love yet, even when I would think about how it will be just being in your space of perfect energy.

No this for now is me, just wanting to feel. I need to feel. I have to feel something real, when I see and feel something real, I want to explore it, I get addicted to it, safe and real.