Time heals they said.

Time heals, that is what came out of my mouth to myself i whispered, but when you are broken and when your day feels like a battlefield of emotions, you just want to hit that person that is saying such things to you, because if only we could live in the moment and feel the pain, instead of trying to manipulate and mold the situation in the attempt to try and get back what once was, we are so desperate to feel better and to get back what we have lost that we make terrible dissension and we create more troubles.

if only we could just realize that time does heal, we would be okay, but who do you think you are telling me that – this too shall pass and that time heals all, who do you think you are saying this to me when all we feel is lost and broken, longing and begging just to feel somewhat okay again, to get back what once was.
But it’s true if you want to believe it or not, and it’s terribly hard, it’s hard to feel like your world is falling apart and everything is not right.
i felt it,

i know it,

i understand

and i have to say even when you feel like hitting someone in the face, time does heal, and this too shall pass, but sometimes it just takes so long and seems like forever.

But it’s been so long and i don’t wish for him anymore, i can tell you this that if we would have met now, i wouldn’t have given him the time of day, see those toxic people they know when when you are vulnerable, then they go in for the kill.

It’s just things we have to go through not everyone but most of us. He is now someone i don’t like, and even when i was hurting and someone would say time heals and all that jazz, it’s a fact that i didn’t feel it, i only felt hopelessness and angry and all the emotions there can ever be

When someone would ask me who you are.

I will say, somebody i used to know and avoid.

Time does heal

And this too shall pass

©AlichaDupl

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