When you have a lack of kindness in your life, when you get it only ones or for a minute , even a smile, it’s like a feeling no one can explain to you if you haven’t had the absence of it. When you have been through the most horrible, dark, abusive, lonely times the most of your life, and you had to go through … Continue reading Kindness

Life: as something happening to you that needs to be controlled, fixed and changed. Imagine what it would be like to let go of the whole game of resisting Life and instead to trust it. In this trust you could then open to it, listen to it, and grow from every encounter. “Your life is a journey from unconsciousness to higher consciousness” (When you learn … Continue reading Life

Time heals, that is what came out of my mouth to myself i whispered but when you are broken and when your day feels like a battlefield of emotions, i definitely and you will not want to listen to some smartass telling you that time heals… If only we could live in the moment and feel the pain, instead of trying to manipulate and mold … Continue reading Your Advice Is Not Welcome.

Serves you right to be alone. What did you think will happen when you treat people like shit, serves you right to sufer when your mind is over run by the demons you created thinking that your emotional cruelty was not wrong. So young you are, i was the best thing you ever had. To bad you were not man enough to get through troubles, … Continue reading Serves you right to sufer

Stumble upon some poetry of mine 2015 that was voted members favorite. Made my day. Continue reading When you google yourself out of boredom

We found each other I helped you out of a broken place You gave me comfort But falling for you was my mistake I put you on top, I put you on top I claimed you so proud and openly And when times were rough, when times were rough I made sure I held you close to me I want you to stay, even though … Continue reading What i wanted to say

look up from the ground To see your sad and teary eyes You look away from me And I see there’s something you’re trying to hide And I reach for your hand but it’s cold You pull away again And I wonder what’s on your mind And then you say to me you made a dumb mistake You start to tremble and your voice begins … Continue reading Let her go, it will be okay.

NIGHT TIME Night time, a time I love so much, it’s like braking up with someone that feeling, when i have to go to bed, I feel sad lol I don’t want to go to sleep> the feeling the evening gives me, a sense of peace, wonder and magic, it’s like a wonderful world full of things only the person connected to the darker side … Continue reading Night Time

When i am interested in something, i will go and read up on it, but i cant just go and read any thing, any person writes, i need info from reliable resources to make sure what info i take in and learn about is not just something, someone wrote just to write something. People believe anything on the internet and anyone can write anything they … Continue reading My best Research the last two months