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My Thoughts my Therapy, Personal Experience

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It’s a constant battle not to text you, I so badly want to talk to you. So I write about it, I write about how my mind wonders, and thoughts about you come and go. I can write what I want because you don’t read this. I want to tell you that when I look pretty that I wish you could see me, maybe I … Continue reading One text

Unknown's avatarmyrealitydeardiaryJune 26, 2018May 16, 20192 Comments
My Thoughts my Therapy

The darkness that killed you.

He tried to phone me, but I never have time, he said that I never listen, but I don’t even try. She told you she knows me but the face aint right she asked me if I recognise her, I sad I might. I know you are dying to meet me, but I can just tell you this, baby as soon as you meet me, … Continue reading The darkness that killed you.

Unknown's avatarmyrealitydeardiaryJune 22, 2018Leave a comment
My Thoughts my Therapy

I had a dream

I was walking this rocky up hill. There I stood at the end looking back like the city lights was only shining for me. Right now I am in a state of mind that I like, wish I could feel like this all the time, I don’t have any more tears to cry. I just want you to come with me, but right now I … Continue reading I had a dream

Unknown's avatarmyrealitydeardiaryJune 22, 2018Leave a comment
My Thoughts my Therapy

Leather jacket

Leather Jacket, your hand on my knee, at the red light waiting for green. It’s a good memorie, its a nice picture I see. I don’t miss it, I just know I use to like how it made me feel. Continue reading Leather jacket

Unknown's avatarmyrealitydeardiaryJune 22, 2018Leave a comment
My Thoughts my Therapy

My Mind Didn’t wonder today.

My mind didn’t wonder today, I was to busy. There was a thought about you when I was doing my hair this morning. It’s a puzzle to me, what this could be, the last week or two thinking about you. It’s not a longing feeling that I get when little things pop in to my head. Its a calm, familiar feeling like short movie clips. … Continue reading My Mind Didn’t wonder today.

Unknown's avatarmyrealitydeardiaryJune 22, 2018Leave a comment
My Thoughts my Therapy

You are gone.

I have to except that you are gone, My mind wonders the last couple of days, Now and again I get myself day dreaming, I really don’t understand why my mind keeps going back to the beginning, and no matter how I wish I could talk to you, I must fight it, because I know that the words I need, will never be, that you … Continue reading You are gone.

Unknown's avatarmyrealitydeardiaryJune 22, 2018Leave a comment
My Thoughts my Therapy

State of mind

Right now in this space of my bath, cuddling inbetween the bubbles, all sound that is, is the bubbles popping in my ears. In the now, with my state of mind I than wish I could feel like this everyday. No sadness, no longing, no other emotion, only the feeling of content that I am feeling right now. All I think about is nothing and … Continue reading State of mind

Unknown's avatarmyrealitydeardiaryMay 23, 2018Leave a comment
My Thoughts my Therapy

No tears left to cry.

Right now, I’m in a state of mind I wanna be in it like all the time Ain’t got no tears left to cry Ain’t got no tears in my body I ran out, I like it. Don’t mattet what, where, who tries it We’re out here vibin Right now, I’m in a state of mind I wanna be in, like, all the time Ain’t … Continue reading No tears left to cry.

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My rede vir op staan

Tel jy die wolke my skat, Of dwaal jou gedagtes soos butterflies en volkane, ek het n song vir jou, toe gevou in my jean se sak. En jy vir my n prentjie uit jou skool tas. Jy is my hero, my pirates treasure. Wat doen jy nou? Jy terg my weer, maar dit laat my maag kielie van die lag. Ek hou van ons … Continue reading My rede vir op staan

Unknown's avatarmyrealitydeardiaryApril 26, 2018Leave a comment
My Thoughts my Therapy

N Song in my jean se gatsak.

Ek dra suurlemoentjies in my handsak, Pak die woorde van n song in my jean se gat sak. Roep my in gister want vandag maak ek of vishoek strand se sand vas klou tussen my tone. Jan Blom se woorde sit vas, klou dit aan my hemp soos helfs blare van hoe bome. Ek vou die winter se son soos n kombers om my en … Continue reading N Song in my jean se gatsak.

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