Hard day’s work finished, Home dancing like no ones watching, my dogs are watching me like mommies gone crazy. Music playing loudest in my ears, i feel like spinning round and round. I am happy, every day new exciting things arrive in my life. i have people a small amound of people that cares for me, i even got a message from a friend I … Continue reading Like no ones watching.

Bewolk op Vishoek strand. Dis waar heen my gedagtes gaan, in die aand waneer ek nie kan slaap nie. Sit ek met my arms om my knee, en kyk ek na die see. Met dieptes en rotse, versier met skulpe. Strand huisies en sand kastele. Want ek gee vir die see my vrees vir die hartseer wat soveel keer al kom nessie skrop. Dankie se … Continue reading Vishoek strand

Freaky, Creepy, Spooky sounds that is not Really there in the darkness But you hear it anyway, not realizing it right away, but you stopped breathing to try and listen for more sounds that is not there Standing against the wall not breathing almost fainting with no air to your brain then you remember to breathe again, but still you can’t seem to just stop … Continue reading Creepy, spooky

When you have a lack of kindness in your life, when you get it only ones or for a minute , even a smile, it’s like a feeling no one can explain to you if you haven’t had the absence of it. When you have been through the most horrible, dark, abusive, lonely times the most of your life, and you had to go through … Continue reading Kindness

Life: as something happening to you that needs to be controlled, fixed and changed. Imagine what it would be like to let go of the whole game of resisting Life and instead to trust it. In this trust you could then open to it, listen to it, and grow from every encounter. “Your life is a journey from unconsciousness to higher consciousness” (When you learn … Continue reading Life

Time heals, that is what came out of my mouth to myself i whispered but when you are broken and when your day feels like a battlefield of emotions, i definitely and you will not want to listen to some smartass telling you that time heals… If only we could live in the moment and feel the pain, instead of trying to manipulate and mold … Continue reading Your Advice Is Not Welcome.

Serves you right to be alone. What did you think will happen when you treat people like shit, serves you right to sufer when your mind is over run by the demons you created thinking that your emotional cruelty was not wrong. So young you are, i was the best thing you ever had. To bad you were not man enough to get through troubles, … Continue reading Serves you right to sufer