All we do is chasing the sunset, all I want is to speak to the moon. Sometimes people get me wrong, when its something I say or done. Most of the time I have no fun. Why do you turn and run? Does my flame burn so brightly, does it scare you so much? Its what guides me… They taste me, they like my flavour, … Continue reading i know you are there

I don’t dream, sleep is a luxury, I don’t feel, I don’t play, I am in-between the mist and the sunlight, but I am looking for the shade. I talk to myself and I walk alone. I listen to the willows whisper, I feel them growing around me, holding on to me. Tonight I feel, tonight I wish I could cry, tonight I want to … Continue reading Hide and Seek

So this day will be the last day of 2014 and as much as i want this year to be over, would i love to end it with something nice, but i haven’t gotten payed yet, so my son and i cant do something special tonight, makes me so angry all these people that just don’t care about the people that makes them money, but … Continue reading Last day of the Year Blues

I some times wonder… oky all the time i wonder and i try to understand if some people or wait.. most of the people are even human? The heartless actions and selfishness and talking behind ones back… and they even have tine to make up stories. I dont understand why? Or even how because i cant… I just cant be rude for no reason or … Continue reading I really dont like you.

ALL ON MY OWN   I am use to doing things on my own, even my first heart break many years ago, I was dealing with all sorts of hard ship alone, so it doesn’t bother me at all, maybe I am too use to it.   I take my hat off to you… Being single mom and all… When they say that, I don’t … Continue reading ALl On my Own

Time goes by so slow, there is no pieces left. Black leaves falling off a shadow of a tree…all is black and white…grey is left out.. no space for the undead beauty of a missing soul. No sleep for days left me making friends with the nothings of the night…my mind is killing me.. i keep on loosing sleep. Who cares… you gone and stole … Continue reading Shadows and missing souls

Its a diffrent kind of darkness that has come over me and i like it. Continue reading Its a kind of darkness

I dont know where i am going, but i know its a road to some where, leading some place… all i want is to feel a heart beat, to know that i am still alive. Many times i just don’t know what is going on. Turn away and walk away… my hands are bleeding from trying to break free. But even when all is against … Continue reading If only you knew

Sometimes some people get me wrong When it’s something I’ve said or done Sometimes you feel there is no fun That’s why you turn and run But now I truly realize Some people don’t wanna compromise Well, I saw them with my own eyes Spreading those lies, yeah Well, I don’t wanna live a lie Too many sleepless nights Not mentioning the fights I’m sorry … Continue reading Walking away

Tired, i am so tired of this. Of everything in my life at this moment. Everyday the same shit! Continue reading Tired