If my mind can’t stop it I will find a way to block it. I’m covering my ears, When your words mean nothing. You are running out of time, I wouldn’t count the hours. When our world’s calade, I’m gonna drown you out Before i loose my mind. When you speak it tires me I can’t find no silver lining. When your words mean nothing … Continue reading I will find a way to block it.

Don’t freak out again The things that inspires me You just wouldn’t understand A explosion in my mind Forcing me to write what i see Dont worry so much About how the words are Glued together I am completely Sane, so much Its redicously insane The hours i keep, I’m between the loss of sleep, I read things that completes The day time doesn’t matter … Continue reading Don’t freak out again.

Everyone has a place to be, but there is no room for me. there are people like me, that no one sees. I’ve had enough of being unknown, the strange one on your path. And the eyes of Mysterious, ancient faces gazed at me. How well i know those persistent unsatisfied glances of yours. Continue reading Taking on heavy fire

Take me I’m alive Never was a girl with a wicked mind But everything looks better When the sun goes down Your eyes, i can see it in your eyes You belong to the night. Taste me, drink my soul. Tell me all the things I shouldn’t know. Continue reading When the sun goes down

You don’t always have control over your own body, especially when your breath is trying to strangle you. Your heart is trying to run away And your chest just won’t allow it. You are in a battle to try and breath But your ribs are murders. Kill the heart they scream. You are at war with your intire being As you fight of the tears … Continue reading Its a war

The night was young and you just went and done it The street lights showed the way and  you where racing against the moon. Destination up ahead, a short distance and you won the race. Not thinking of troubles that may follow or what lies ahead. You had a plan and you just went and done it. It seems like such a waste to have … Continue reading They say do something everyday that scares you….

I have so much on my shoulders So much i need to get of But its all in my head and so Difficult to tell. I have a few good friends and they will be there if i need them, But its not that easy, when days like today it’s just not possible. One is so far away, other in their own relationships, my best … Continue reading I will forgive myself for acting like a fool

For a long time i haven’t seen my makeup smudge. But today was a day of emotional battle, don’t understand why this one hurt so much, because i am a pro when it comes to switching emotions off. I don’t like not being in control and i don’t like feeling most of the time. I am angry at myself and i am angry at the … Continue reading I thought i had it all secured

Wondering now of feeling past, A natural high of living on air. When my smile never had a frown. I do remember of feelings long past, a true happy ness that seemed forever. But it didn’t last, and the presence gone,  and i was lost. There was a song and you did play your guitar, with your words you spell bound me and just like … Continue reading I wants was truely happy

I like this feeling its better than the color blue. I want a new addiction, maybe  it’s you Hypnotic poison in the air. a secret for a secret, like tattoos on our skin. By the fire, i can see the shadows, it’s drawing the dark circles under your eyes. It’s the home of your worries and it’s locked away. But still, Your words are like … Continue reading Play pretend, pirates and a map