Yes we all have it, some of us even have a masters in using it.  When you are one of the masters, then you have a masters degree in getting hurt because we keep on choosing the wrong partner.       Today we are just so tired of starting over, first we have to heal our hearts, then you go through all kinds of … Continue reading The Switch

But I still love him and I miss him alot today. Continue reading Sadness

Its really a scary feeling with a side dish of the lost feeling and for pudding a vomit feeling. Yesterday I was blessed, today I am walking away. I think where he broke my walls in the begining was when he not ones, but twice used his hand to wipe the tears from my cheek when I had a bad day in the short 4 … Continue reading From sunset to darkness

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“A friendship that can end never really began” – Publilius Syrus Continue reading “A friendship that can end never really began” – Publilius Syrus

At Sunset. Continue reading At Sunset

Every weekend i escape from my busy week to the Plot ( small holding) in Pretoria east South Africa. Beautiful trees all around even when the hard winter is not so kind,  and in the mornings i  love watching the sheep and cows doing their thing in the fields and a little further i see horses and even a dog or two playing in the … Continue reading At Sunset

I just wanted to sit there, I just wanted to be alone, but for me that’s to much to ask, and I feel so chained. I want to break it and I want to burn it to ashes, then run away till my breath gives in. I just want to be alone sometimes to collect my thoughts. I want to look at the moon and … Continue reading Let me Sleep.

I get little glimpses when I am in a dream like state, imagination makes my mind go on a high, but it doesn’t last long, its only there to tease, its there to make me beg, because it knows I long for freedom from this emotional prison, it know I need to let my spirit run wild, run and play like it use to. I … Continue reading That Binds me

Pigs Island. Continue reading Pigs Island

Yesterday on the radio they said something about (Pigs Island) its a island they have discovered with pigs just pigs, small ones, big ones, black and white ones and weird colored ones he he, so i decided to go and investigate and see for myself on the net, well, well how cute and awesome is this, people say they have no idea how the pigs … Continue reading Pigs Island